sorry for not posting for so long...
think of abandoning my blogs...but then i decided to blog again...then realise my school block this blog...

so go to my Xanga blog...
I will try to blog more often:

www.xanga.com/feelingsforyouonly

btw...i got offer for York, Interviews for UCL and Imperial!!! so happy... hope i get more offers...

FINISHED moi UCAS (uni application thing) yesterday...like finally...after my constant bugging of my teachers for the reference...my poor teachers...BUT at least I HAVE DONE IT!!! and now all i have to do is wait and study...dun sound to exciting...but still...so happy that THAT is like finally over and done with...

dates:

1. filled in Oxford application form on 3rd October 2007

2. hand in my aplication form PERSONALLY to Oxford Admission Office on 5th October 2007

3. sent the UCAS application on 9th October 2007

i just realise i have been on the phone for way to much time...my telephone bill is!!!...but i dun care...cos its fun talking to ppl...especially if that person is interesting and you can talk about the same topic...hahaha...joined a qq group today...and i became the moderator of that group as well...hahaha...so happy...

cant wait for that new fanfic that ruby says she is going to write...with my name in it...hahaha...with my darling Hero...hahaha...

talked to xing kun about 2 hours just now...so happy... i always like talking to her...cos we are so alike...both crazy about TVXQ...and yes the topic is basicly around them with small diversions to talk about our lives...told her the good news that i was so happy about. I wont say it for now for everything is not up and running yet...but the fact wont change...we are aiming high...but there is so little time to do all this...talked to my sweetie earlier as well...she was surprised by the news and she said that was cool...hahaha...yeah i know its cool...hahaha...

talked to xing kun about 2 hours just now...so happy... i always like talking to her...cos we are so alike...both crazy about TVXQ...and yes the topic is basicly around them with small diversions to talk about our lives...told her the good news that i was so happy about. I wont say it for now for everything is not up and running yet...but the fact wont change...we are aiming high...but there is so little time to do all this...talked to my sweetie earlier as well...she was surprised by the news and she said that was cool...hahaha...yeah i know its cool...hahaha...

so happy today...or rather last night...hehehe...the reason some of you know already... i think i will be nice...hahaha

Due to the comment of cat, my darling, that say my entries are LONG AND INTERESTING, i will post a SHORT AND BORING ONE then...

today 3 OCT: basicly done everything for my UCAS (uni application)...should really celebrate...been so tired lately... trying to da everything with so little time...so its a relieve to have done it...will probably send it tomorrow...will tell you all the details when its done...

really not much to say...i know i still havent upload the photos...too lazy i guess!!!

so i will post the lyrics of one of my favourite song, with translation of course...

my sweetheart says i am cold blooded cos i dun cry when touching thing occur...but you are wrong you know...this song makes me cry the first time i listened to it even though i couldnt understand what it was about...but when i read the translations yesterday...i understood why...

SO: Lovin You by TVXQ, lyrics from tvxq.com.cn

あの駅に 着いたなら 君は もう仆の彼女じゃなくなる 是不是到了那个车站 你就不再是我的女友
a no ekini tuitanara kimiha mou bokunokanojyounakunaru

すこし ゆっくりあるいて 君は 言叶探してる 慢慢地接近 你在找寻语言
Sukusi yukkuriaruite kimiha kotobasakasiteru

最后まで言わなくてもいいよ その颜见れば分かるから 其实最后不说什么也可以 从脸上看得出来
Saigomadeiwanakutemoiiyo sonokaomirebawakarukara

いつも 待ち合わせしてた 开札が近づく 总是在等待合适再做 站台已近
itumo matiawasesiteta kaisatugatikadiku

oh everyday僕 の 隣で笑ってた oh everyday 在我的身旁微笑
bokunotonaridewaratteta
feel far away もう二度との日の君に会えないね feel far away 不会再次和那天的你相遇
mounidotonohinokiminiaenaine

lovin'you 繋いでいた君の手が lovin'you 牵着你的手
tukuideitakiminotega

lovin'you 離れて行く lovin'you 渐行渐远
hanareteiku

lovin'you 僕の手は温もりを lovin'you 我手中的温度
bokunotehanukumoriwo

lovin'you 覚えてるのに lovin'you 记忆犹新
oboeterunoni

守れると愿った気持は 在りを押し付けただけかな 请求能够守护着的心情 也只是在打赌罢了
Mamorerutonegattakimotiha ariwoosituketadakekana

君の心が闭じてゆく それさえも 気ずかずに 你的心封闭了 就是那样的感觉
Kiminokogorogatojiteyuku soresaemo kizukazuni

もう hard to say なにを言えばよかっただろう 已经 hard to say 说些什么都可以
mou naniwoiebayokattadarou

so far away もう一度笑颜の 君に したいのに so far away 再一次露出微笑的你
mou itidowarakaonokimini sitainoni

lovin'you いつまでも 続いてる lovin'you 总是在重复着
itumademo tuduiteru

lovin'you 梦を见てた lovin'you 看到了梦
yumewomiteta

lovin'you どんな日も変わらずに lovin'you 那样的日子已经改变
donnnahimokawarazuni

lovin'you かがやいていてよ lovin'you 闪闪发光
kagayaiteiteyo

明日また 会えるみたいに いつものように 振り向いてほしい 明天还想见到你 就这样子一直在一起
asitamata aerumitaini itumonoyouni hurimuitehosii

君といた その全て 思いでになる前に 和你一起 所有的全部 想回到当初
Kimitoita sonosibete omoideninarumaeni



but to be honest...that will never happen to them...who would break up with them??! They are like PERFECT!!!

30 more days to O LEVEL... good luck my dear friends in sg... hows your revision going??? must add lots of oil... The 4 of you...you know who you are, remember our promise??? if you dont get it, then...

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!



MY DEAREST COUTRY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!


I will be home soon...i hope...

i really miss you all... i wonder when will i ever see you all again???

the more i look i him, the more i like him...
i am crazy...

i know i wasnt suppose to post now...especially without the photos...but i just want to say something...
called grace on thursday, thats when i first heard the news, then agnes told me...she never taught me before so i dunno what she is like...but she is a teacher in school afterall...and had i stayed in cedar and not in UK, she would be my emaths teacher as well...i know i dun feel as deeply as all of 4I, but i still want to cry...it had never occured to me someone from cedar will just be gone, just like that...and she is a great mother to sacrifice like that...and she must be in a better place now...and let us remember her in our prayers......

Bath

I went to Bath on Friday...a school trip...the best one ever...went to spa...i was seriously sooooooooo cool...still cant believe that it is a school trip...i mean honestly, who will bring to spa for school trip???it was so nice after the spa...and then we also went to the jane austen cetre and the place where the roman bath was and even tasted the spring water...all i can say is a glass of water costing 50 pence is a bit too expensive...and what with the water tasting so discustng...like rotten egg due to the sulphur in it...i took alot of photos...i will post the photos next time...but not anytime too soon...really busy lately...i am writing my personal statement now and is thinking of submitting it like really soon cos i am going to apply to oxford this time...okay not that i am going to get in...iknow this...but i still want to try...i dun want to regret for my whole life...i will say more next time...and i dun know when is next time...

holidays...

sorry for not posting for soooooooo long...cant get into my blog when i am in china...i dunno why...and it was not even because of my own internet...you cant go on anywhere in china...and then back to uk...was really busy cos have to settle down and meet new friends and stuff...

anyways...sorry my dear friends in singapore...i know i said i was going back to sg this summer...but i didnt...sorry...the reason: i took driving lesson, for the obivous reason, i am finally old enough to get a driving liscence, and in china, you have to learn exactly 44 hours before you can take the tests...and there are like 3 tests (the parking of car without touching anything and must park using 3 different ways and you have to get it in in one try(yeah i know its hard...but think of me doing that for 20 hours, you kind get used to it..., the obsitcle test, and the road test...there is an therory test as well, i did it and pass it during easter and yeah i got 94/100 and 90 is the pass mark), ), and you are only allowed 7 hours aday, and you have to book cos there is lots of people there, yeah and that took 1 month exactly, amazingly, i pass all my 4 tests on the first try, and yeah i got my lisence now, muhahaha...and by then it was about your prelim time and i didnt want to go back and disturb you all anymore...

and to make up for it, i invite all my dear friends to beijing, china for the december holiday (i will be home as well for the chirstmas holidays). Accomodations and food and transport and everything else on me (plane tickets excluded)...i assure you all will have a nice place to live in and extraordinary good food and i am sure i will be a fantastic tour guide!

so my dear friends in sg...GOOD LUCK for your prelims and your O levels...Add lots of oil...

had a great time in china, i became even darker due to the excessive exposure to the sun when i had my driving lessons and beijing is hot!!! seriously!!!

now back to uk for a new school year...much happy this time cos i made lots of new friends : sophia, antonia (germany girl), fiona (she is from china too), jessie (albania girl), faneu (hope its the right spelling), stephanie...and zip is in six form as well now... so happy... nice year its going to be...and so much fun...and i am going to Bath tomorrow...cant wait...for an educational trip and guess what, we get to go to a spa...muhahaha, very educational obviously... its going to be so much fun!!!

and for my results, its horrible...for those who know my results...my it is B. not D...they read wrongly over the phone...aigh...sad for nothing...such a waste of sadness and tears...
and my amazing maths results : C1 94, C2 95, and statistics 56...so my 3 modules are a a d... somehow i find it hilarious...but the annoying thing is that uni now gets to see separate module marks which is not very good...esp for people like me with one module d...so yeah...my physics really suck...and i am retaking them...and they may not take my chinese results...so annoying...

so thats about all...maybe i will post again tomorrow after Bath (its a place in uk btw)...and may be some photos if am bothered...

Mr Gentry is leaving next school year...he is retiring and i am going to miss him so much...he is a really nice teacher...btw he teaches Physics...i just had a lesson with him and i want to cry... really...really...really sad...almost cried in the lesson just now...took a few photos with him...dunno how the next teacher is...
he was nice to me as in my report as well...a really encouraging teacher...now this is what i call an EXCELLLENT teacher, not like the ching person who always try to bring us down...

I AM REALLY GOING TO MISS YOU, MR G!!!

ITS BEEN FREEZING LATELY!!!!!!!!!!

so cold...it was HAILING 2 days ago...it is JULY, you know SUMMER!!! and it doesnt even feel like it... it has been freezing...like autume, maybe colder than that too... a bit warmer than the past few days...

today:

Thursday

Sunrise 04:52 (BST)
Sunset 21:24 (BST)

18°C
13°C
and it was floding up north as well, what with london...its getting scary...i am actually scared...

we had sports day today...not in anything...i am in lime house (yeah green again) but we didnt win this time...but at least to make up for it...i think garde won in april...a bit miss cedar sprits...there is not much cheering...not as enthu as it used to be...

2 more days to go home... i am counting down...muhahaha... cant wait...

豆花是天道,
不是王道!

I am going back earlier...muhahahahha...so happy...on Sunday, 8th July...i am so excited...cannot wait for that...

and my dearest friends in sg...i am going to see you all again, really really soon... i miss you all so much...jia you for all your tests that are coming up...jia you and good luck okay...and work hard for your prilms okay...jia you...

什么是爱?
什么喜欢?
两者的区别又是什么?
是因为他快乐而快乐?
还是因为他悲伤而悲伤?
是为他的笑容而忘记一切烦恼?
还是为他所受的伤害而流泪心痛?

THIS IS WHAT I READ!!!!!!!!!!! adapted form forum.ildivo.com

should i even feel sad???? i dunno anymore... may be i dun even feel that much about him already....afterall i love hero now dont i? but i still feel abit... i dunno...just let me think about it maybe i will have an answer so here it is!





SEBASTIEN
IL DIVO


Joined: 06 Oct 2004
Posts: 93

Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2007 5:49 pm Post subject: Hello everyone from 10 mn before we go on stage in Finland

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Hello,

I just wanted quickly to confirm what you read as you are part of our lives and i prefer that you read it from me, i have ask Renee s hand and she said .............Yes i m a lucky man i know.
I hope you are all well

Love you all
seb
x
_________________
SEBASTIEN
IL DIVO







so yeah i replied to that message in french, of course translated curtesy of my friend : Clarisse... as obviously she is french and my french is not good enough to say my feelings...

so i said: Cher seb

Felicitations!! Je suis vraiment tres heureuse pour toi, je te souhaite un joyeux mariage avec cette jolie et chanceuse femme. vous allez tres bien ensemble, Que Dieu benisse votre mariage!

Anna

my EX-senior finshed her exams!!!!!!!!! yayayay!!!!!!!
the reason i am so happy is because i have one more blog to read...muhahahah...so boring lately...new lessons but still boring... cant wait to go home...

called denyse earlier today, brighten up my boring day...so IT was not true...wasted my sadness for nothing...but at least i am happier now...

saw a very annoying news again...

so lets count the times that i and them 擦肩而过: for the 8 years i was in singapore, non of my idols came to singapore...after i left sg in august 2006, westlife came in september, il divo came in January 2007, fahrenheit came in Feburary, the TVXQ is coming to Shanghai, hong kong etc in October which i cant go cos i am in uk, and now i found out that TVXQ are coming to UK to perform on 20th august and guess what??? i am in china then and i cannot go!!! How sad is that???

so i think i am just not fated to see any of them...

been looking at too much of horoscopes lately...not that i am obessessed with it or anything and i dun believe what it says but i like looking anyways...its always nice to look...i am really crappy today...and i think it was because of THAT and was 刺激 by it...anyways...i am bored...so boring esp SOME people has not been blogging for a long time...you know who you are dont you...

What Birth Month Am I?

Your Birth Month is March

You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe. Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity. Your soul reflects: Respect, desire, and generosity Your gemstone: Aquamarine Your flower: Daffodil Your colors: White and light blue

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

i dun even dare to comfirm anymore...truth is so hard to accept...what if it were true??? maybe i am just a coward...i am not brave enough to even think about it anymore...

Is it true??? is it true??? is it true??? i really have mixed feelings for this...i should hope that it is true, but that is not what my heart tell me...i feel like crying and yet happy at the same time. This time i hope it is true, i will face the truth and believe and accept. If he is happy, so am i...I wish him well...i hope he will have happiness, afterall he deserves that.

My super long blog

havent blog for over a week...so sian...mum went back on Sunday,so i am like boarding again and the foo is......anyways lesson are back to normal, after a week of general studies.

Went around Oxford on Monday and guess what...i didnt go...cos i have to do something urgent in London...

stayed in school on Tuesday, had lectures all day...no free periods at all...more tiring than lesson times...

wed went to the cook school...got lost alone the way cos the person in charge of the cook school gave the wrong address...dunno what that person was thinking...but we had a great time...i made tortilla...yeah...

went to london on thurs...a really fun day but went back and forth quite a lot...drag my mum along on this trip cos she said she dun want to stay home alone as we will be back by only midnight. that day is really fun and interesting, went to St Paul's cathedral...went up 343 steps, almost died of tiredness and i have phobia of height so i dun even dare to look down...but i did take some photos...
went to an exhibition...really cool...didnt think it would be that fun...went into a steam room (though i personally think its dry ice instead of steam as i didnt get wet)...could then see whats around you...really cool...
then went to bank of england...had a talk and held up a gold bar,real gold bar, weighting 13kg...the talk was nice but i think that person is a racist...he didnt answer my question, only the white girls...really pisses me of because of that...cant really believe racist still exsits...but still not going to let hims spoil my mood...only people as short-sighted as him will look down on us, ignoring the fact that our country is rising...
then went to have a backstage tour at the National Theatre...really cool...went to see how they make the sets and props and it was really amazing...my fav part of the day is this and the exhibition...
then we watched the play 'A Matter of Life and Death'...great play and the ending was really amazing and unexpected...they choose an audiance to toss a coin and use the head or tail to decied the ending...for us it was the sid one cos that person died...then my teacher asked them if they have 2 endings, and they say yes...how cool was that...

friday has lectures again...really boring but informative one on streetwise about money and some other lectures...the it was the UCAS lecture...i reall should be thinking about it now...which uni should i choose??? and can i get in??? am i good enough??? really unsure about my results now...and i have to wait for august to get the results...

but before that, i will get to see you all again really soon...

then went to a lecture for IT in london again...this time its in apple...really boring...but think about its quite okay...i dun really mind...but i missed maths lesson :( at least it was not much and i did catch up...

I really miss you all my dear friend in Singapore...i cant to wait to see you all again... work hard and jia you for your O level exams...good luck...

okay short blog entry cos its late and i am going to sleep...
exam over and i am free...yea...hahaha...flank my stats paper...hope my C2 is good enough to pull it up...anyways..the rest was okay...chinese was fine,chem okay,phy okay so yeah...hope i can do well...for now i am going to have fun....

有仟哥，生日快乐！
Happy Birthday, Micky!
I know its still 3rd of June in UK, but its already 4th June over in Asia...so this time the birthday wish is not early! Anyways, wish you all the best in the coming years and please stay healthy.Smile always too.

Okay so I decided to blog again...hahaha...
Cat I hate you okay, you went back to China, you actually went back to China???!!! I miss home too... I also want to go back...and aini arh, I hate you too...for the same reason...

anyways saw something on the TVXQ's chinese website just now...really like it, a reflection of my feelings...not written by me though...maybe after my exams, I am going to wirte an original and touching thing for TVXQ...but for now:

东方神起 爱你们到永远
爱你们到永远。永远有多远，永远就是心的存在时间，纵使宇宙不在。人的灵魂和心却万古长存。纵使身体的躯壳已经不复存在，心却会在来世的轮回里再次鲜活。心的距离可以让时间停止，让空间改变。一个鲜活敏感的心可以感受到我爱的你们的永远存在。就算是所有的人忘记你们，我不会；就算是你们老去，不再可爱，我的心永远为你们停留。时间是敌人也是亲人，只有时间会让对你们的爱沉淀的愈来愈深。爱你们会成为一种本能，一种无法改变的存在，就像血液，流淌在身体里。因为你们的存在，我忘了自己，我漠视周遭的一切，因为我的眼睛里已经无法看到别的人，包括我自己。眼睛存在的意义就是我可以看到你们，心存在的价值就在于我可以感觉到你们。我知道我注定了只能远远驻足，那也就够了。爱你们是我自己的事情。爱着就可以，何必一定是得到的呢，何必一定是现实的呢？谁说单恋相思苦。远远的看着你们这就是人生的幸福。

转载来自:东方神起中国网站(www.Tvxq.com.cn)

I said I will always love TVXQ and I know a lot of people dont believe me, but this time is true...seeing them in pain breaks my heart, when they are happy, so am I...okay so I am a bit 花, okay not a bit, a lot...but this time will be different and time is going to prove it...they will always have a place in my heart, not matter what, till the end of times...

On a side note, I have not written anything about any of the celebrities on my blog before...this is the first time...and its for TVXQ...I wrote an email too, to Micky yesterday, 31 May 2007, the last day of May, I know he probably will not be able to read it, but I still wrote, I am not even sure why...that is the first time writing an email to any celebrity, maybe to me he is just different, or maybe I was touched by that simple gesture on the MTV awards in Japan 2007 where he took the trouble to speak his thank you speech in English for those who dont understand Korean and Japanese...

In my heart, in my soul, ONLY 5, FOREVER 5!
Rock On TVXQ!

feeling really depressed now... its raining outside and its a reflection of my feelings...sometimes i just feel so alone...maybe thats what it is... i am alone...i feel like crying and for no reason at all...just pure depression...i just feel so sad and lonely...is there anyone who will understand without having to speak out??? i am really sad and i am all alone...dont even ask why cos i will have no answer...maybe just a mood swing... i dont know how to express it...and what with the exam pressure...i am at lost of what to do and what to say... makes me remember the song soledad...

i am going to blog again...yeah again...hahaha...i guess i am now online more than ever, even though it is my exam period...not that i could not be bothered to study by tomorrow is ICT examination and i am really bad at it...dont ask me why then i chose it in the first place, i though it was fun, how was i to know that it is so boring...so much things to memorise...i might as well take biology, it was worse than biology...at least that has less things to remember... even though it is still boring... in ICT, there is no interesting new technology things to learn, but just outdated data (information without meaning---thats the defination of data...pretty true i guess) to remember... honestly tell me, for an exam still using floppy disk to store data, and having teachers might not even accepting blu-ray DVD (storage of at least 20G per disk) as a way to back up data shows the ignorance of the subject...ICT is fast pace and advanced and ever-changing, so what if we memorise the exact defination of something, who knows when nobody is ever going to use it again...in the actual world of ICT, tell me which professional will be able to tell you the exact defination of data, information and knowlege...dun tell me it is the basic...in the real world, no one cares about definations...so then, why trouble the students to remember information that are basically useless? Do they like to tortue us? Also, the answer to the marking scheme is not the absolute answer...and many are not even correct...so what right do they have to mark us? wow i guess i got a bit carried away huh...but what i said was true...

oh i had maths C2 exam today...and i want to say THANK YOU MRS CHIA, YOU ARE THE BEST AMATHS TEACHER EVER...I LOVE YOU...yeah...thanks to her...

oh i should get back to my revision... i just want to say, yiou, you are a great friend...thanks for your advice...i love you...and i will keep my promise...

Okay, I decided to post again. I said hopefuly the last, not definitly the last before the end of exams.



Did physics practical on wednesday, and that marks the start of my exams, it was okay, i guess, but not very sure... all i can say is that i was pretty dumb, not knowing that the smaller particals are supposed to flow faster than the bigger particals...it was not, my fault though, the sample A did flow slower than the sample B, its true, my sample A flows 9 something seconds while my sample B really took 8 something secomds to flow down the tube...I repeated the readings so many times, it just came out with the same results, what am i suppose to do? Really wasnt my fault...still, i hope i wont have to much mark deducted because of that.

I have maths C2 on Monday, ICT on Tuesday (i seems to be really bad at it, no matter how hard i try), chinese on wednesday and then 1 and 1/2 week free to revise for exam in june...

and then in august, my darling friends in sg, i will see you all again...really really miss you all...please dont forget me...

oh and i got to know a brother in the chatroom, okay dun go on about how unsafe it is, i know, but he seemed to be really nice and we chatted on the phone, i smsed him and he called me... the surpring thing is the chatroom is qq's, and he is in uk too, such a coincidence, but our cities are a bit far away...anyways, he seems to be a nice brother...

exams

okay i am going to post for the last time before moi exams...hopefully...really bored now cos there is nothing to do now in the morning register. such a waste of 40 mins...could be sleeping...haiz...really bored...the teacher is not here yet and its wet and gloomy day...it was like this for the past few days...i guess i am already used to it...but its still depressing...

anyways mum is here and that means better food and someone to take care of me... i miss her and dad so much...

it also means that exams are coming... really nervous now...first exam on wednesday... wish me luck...

My dear friends in singapore... results are out i suppose... how was it?

random stuff

very long time havent blog... really busy nowadays... AS exams around the corner and i am stressed... i will do well and show all the people who dares to look down and think I would not make it, I am going to show them what I can do and is determined to do. I WILL GET As!!!

Grace, i am touched by that... i miss you too really really really do... remember the {1/2 heart}...

sorry cat i know i very long didnt blog... but you dont have exams on your doorstep do you?

oh i went 2 watch Mary Poppins in the Prince Edward Theater sometime ago cant really remember when in april i think...in london... came back at midnight... really nice show... though i have to say... the actors and actress is not very good... but its great nontheless... the amazing thing is that the stage can move... the main scene is in the house but the house can move! really amazing prop... i look so real too with real rooms and doors...a nice show... definitely recommand it...

anyways...mum is coming on this saturday so i wont be a boarder anymore...hahaha...cant wait...

Photos taken in oxford with my friends...

My Friends....

The time in Singapore in Easter Holidays

Took the photos while trying on the dresses... actually I originally bought the white one... but mum says look like night gown so changed 2 a purple one... a bit regret that i didnt buy the black one though...anyways... that yiou didint get a chance 2 take a photo with her in gown... but saw it nonetheless...muhahaha...

i too lazy to write anything new today...
so i am going to copy and paste what i wrote on the xanga blog...a bit long...but more for my own memory than for anything else...

Monday, April 23, 2007
okay... very long never post already... so i m going to post today...
very interesting easter holidays i had... thats y couldnt be bothered to blog...
yeah so i went to see all my darling friends in sg for 10 days... a bit short huh.. but then i only had 3 1/2 weeks of holidays and my parents want me to stay in beijing...so yeah...but that was fun...
on Good Friday went out at 12 with wen, yiou and grace to shop and went into Daniel Yam at Wisma Atrium to try on gowns... we all tried on... hahaha...and i bought one... a white one...(but then my mum dun like the material and design, say it looks a night gown so i went there again and changed it to a purple gown...i like the new one though...one i had not tried on before) just to say... the service there is really bad when me and my friends tried on...they kept asking us to hurry... and show us black face...and 'surprisingly', when my mum came with me to change, the same person's attitude was so different, she was being really nice... i really hate it when the sales people treat teenagers and adults so differently...so what if adults have money...if we went into a shop to try things on, it means our parents had given us money and we will buy... that really annoys me... but...
that day was still really fun...after that, took neoprints with grace and wen cos yiou went to a church thing...then wen and grace left (wen cried and because of that, i cried too in Kbox...wen all your fault) and met up with aini and we booked a Kbox room and went to watch a movie "Because I Said So" NC 16 movie and that was really funny movie... really recomend it...then we met up with yiou and went back to my hotel room to change...then yiou and aini went to Kbox at around 10 and i went to fetch zy (a lu chi...hahaha),SHE GAVE ME THE SIGNED ALBUM OF FARENHEIT... SHE IS REALLY REALLY NICE...muhahaha, met grace and we went to Kbox...then when we came to Kbox the room given us was really small...and we had to change room twice...and to think we booked in advance...we sang many songs...even Rising Sun...chinese version of course... i think Hero is really HOT...like him so much...hahaha...
Finished at around 3 and with some of us drunk... you know who you are.. i am not mentioning names...i am nice you see... hahaha... anyways... me and zy slept latest, at around 7.30, and we all kind of wake up at 10.30 hahaha... so the state of my next day was really bad...hahaha...
anyways...the trip to sg was really fun... met all my pretty and nice friends...all my friends are pretty...
i miss them already so cant wait for august to see you all again... miss you all...

My First Post on this blog...

okay so my blogger blog finally can be used...and yeah i change my skin again cos i dun like edward already...hahaha... jaejoong is so much better...anyways...
still want to say thanks to all my friends and teachers who came to send me off at the sg airport on the 20th August 2006...
I was really touched by every single one of you...
It is a day I am going to remember and no matter how long it had been you all will always be in my heart and I miss you...
and yeah it was good seeing you all when i went back to sg during easter... and you know what, i miss you all already...
anyways, my dear friends in singapore, all the best for your coming exams... study hard and jia you...i will see you all again in august...

wen, how to get the tagbox???? it doesnt work.... it was in german... dun uderstand what it said and sooooooooooo sad.....help...and visit my other blog in the main time....www.xanga.com/feelingsforyouonly... help....

heyhey...wen here...this was how i gt my tgboard code...
i went to www.myshoutbox.com n get an acc there...after that u can go there n customize ur tagboard...then get e code from there...paste it into ur blogskin code n tada...there u go..ur tagboard ready... :)
oh...n i noticed u missed something... links!!!....
n oh yah...ur blog acc abit strange leh...y cannot type < / a > one?...as in i type le den cannot publish post liao... :(

wen, okay so i did managed to change th skin but i still dun really know how to do it so please help...

testing...testing...
hey LM...this is wen...juz to let u noe dat i may take some time to help u chenge blog...coz my com laod the website really looooong...so yup please be patient with me... :)