我就那么爱上了朴正沭! 不是那个在舞台上永远笑着的、属于强仁的天使队长李特。
而是那个会在CY上表达自己真实想法、让他的珍珠心痛到哭得朴正沭！

本命又确定了~~~

本命还是改了，本命还是从金在中变到了朴正沭。。。
任何原因、任何解释，我都清楚的知道，仅仅是借口罢了。。。

说什么呢？我真正追过，也真的相信过。。。可是结果呢。。。
很累了。。。
所以。。。
就这样吧。。。

注定对SJ的缘分要比TVXQ来得多。。。

所以就放弃吧。。。

得到的帮助，我不会忘记的。。。

After deleting most of my posts, i decided to put them back...so yeah...after a year of abondoning this blog, i finally decided to resume writing it~~~so here I am...

sorry for not posting for so long...
think of abandoning my blogs...but then i decided to blog again...then realise my school block this blog...

so go to my Xanga blog...
I will try to blog more often:

www.xanga.com/feelingsforyouonly

btw...i got offer for York, Interviews for UCL and Imperial!!! so happy... hope i get more offers...

FINISHED moi UCAS (uni application thing) yesterday...like finally...after my constant bugging of my teachers for the reference...my poor teachers...BUT at least I HAVE DONE IT!!! and now all i have to do is wait and study...dun sound to exciting...but still...so happy that THAT is like finally over and done with...

dates:

1. filled in Oxford application form on 3rd October 2007

2. hand in my aplication form PERSONALLY to Oxford Admission Office on 5th October 2007

3. sent the UCAS application on 9th October 2007

i just realise i have been on the phone for way to much time...my telephone bill is!!!...but i dun care...cos its fun talking to ppl...especially if that person is interesting and you can talk about the same topic...hahaha...joined a qq group today...and i became the moderator of that group as well...hahaha...so happy...

cant wait for that new fanfic that ruby says she is going to write...with my name in it...hahaha...with my darling Hero...hahaha...

talked to xing kun about 2 hours just now...so happy... i always like talking to her...cos we are so alike...both crazy about TVXQ...and yes the topic is basicly around them with small diversions to talk about our lives...told her the good news that i was so happy about. I wont say it for now for everything is not up and running yet...but the fact wont change...we are aiming high...but there is so little time to do all this...talked to my sweetie earlier as well...she was surprised by the news and she said that was cool...hahaha...yeah i know its cool...hahaha...

talked to xing kun about 2 hours just now...so happy... i always like talking to her...cos we are so alike...both crazy about TVXQ...and yes the topic is basicly around them with small diversions to talk about our lives...told her the good news that i was so happy about. I wont say it for now for everything is not up and running yet...but the fact wont change...we are aiming high...but there is so little time to do all this...talked to my sweetie earlier as well...she was surprised by the news and she said that was cool...hahaha...yeah i know its cool...hahaha...